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Thursday, June 12th, 2008

Subject:love's executioner
Time:11:37 am.
Music:"Blister in the Sun" - Violent Femmes.

"I do not like to work with patients who are in love. Perhaps it is because of envy- I too crave enchantment. Perhaps it is because love and psychotherapy are fundamentally incompatible. The good therapist fights darkness and seeks illumination, while romantic love is sustained by mystery and crumbles upon inspection. I hate to be love's executioner."
-Irvin Yalom

I finished my last final not even an hour ago. It went well, I think. I did not finish reading The Tempest, but I found some things to say about the passages regardless. The relief of being done makes me float.
Calloo, callay!
 


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Monday, June 9th, 2008

Subject:Mine eyes dazzle
Time:3:49 pm.
Music:"The Boy with the Arab Strap" - Belle & Sebastian.
 I had a two hour review session today for English Renaissance Drama, except Shakespeare (more fondly- and succinctly- known as Liz/Jac Sans Shak). It went well and I feel more or less prepared except that I still have three plays to read before the final tomorrow at three. At the end of the session, my professor had already walked out of the room and was talking to a student as I myself exited. I hovered momentarily just to bid farewell, but as the conversation seemed it would continue for a while longer, I began to walk away. Then, my professor said, "Goodbye, Katlyn," in a tone that suggested he was slightly offended I didn't say 'bye myself. And so I felt bad. But then, I left through the a-level doors and, coming around the building, ran into him once more as he descended the steps from the first floor. He gave me a quizzical look, and then said, "I realize I came up only to come down again." I would that I had responded instantly, "How Classically tragic of you." Alack! Damn my sluggish wit! He would have gotten a kick out of it, I know. We did have a nice (if brief) discussion of Shakespeare's superiority in the construction of his characters- much more in depth and psychological than even the best of his contemporaries. I now have a greater appreciation for Shakespeare's work than I did before this class (who would have thought it possible?). Thank you, your Altitude (i.e., Professor Braunmuller). We walked to Humanities and then parted ways. And this time, I said goodbye first.
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Wednesday, May 21st, 2008

Subject:late and soon
Time:12:17 am.
Music:"After the Goldrush" - Neil Young.

Macbeth really is exciting. I'd love to see it performed.
I have everything in for Australia as of today. Nothing left to do now but hope and wait.
Two papers looming, both in the realm of English Renaissance drama- sort of like 'Shakespeare' (sound the trumpets) and 'the Others' (mock trumpet on kazoo).
I need to use my time more wisely.

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Thursday, May 8th, 2008

Subject:Do you know the muffin man?
Time:8:59 pm.
 Make haste to see my fine work. It may be gone before you know it:
 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Muffin_Man
 
(I can only take credit for the biographical information).
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Subject:That is my thunder, by God;
Time:2:39 am.
Music:drip drip drip drip drip drip drip drip drip.

My eyes are too wide at this moment while my thoughts are tired and slow. Instead of studying for the last hour as I should do, I've been contributing my vast knowledge of the Muffin Man to wikipedia.
Alack, some pole-spined no-life came along and undid my doings (zounds! I say, and fie on thee!)
I will have my vengeance.
Until then, I must needs notes review and then to sleep (if it will find me).
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight.

the villains will play my thunder, but not my play. 
   -- John Dennis, whose thunder first was stolen

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Monday, March 31st, 2008

Subject:Hold your hat and hang on to your soul
Time:5:25 pm.
Music:"Hungry Heart" - Bruce Springsteen.
I have a plant. 
I call him Seymour. 
I feed him water.
It's a little backwards, I know. 
I thought about Audrey II, but that would mean the end of the world.
Some unknown pest has ravaged his second and third largest leaves. 
Poor Seymour. 
He is beautiful.
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Monday, March 17th, 2008

Subject:mush-a-ring dum-a do dum-a da
Time:12:36 pm.
Music:""Whiskey in the Jar" - The Dubliners.
i've only one more final to go and then i'm free. for a little while, at least.
i turned in my Old English final after my scene this morning (which went well- we did it in front of a class that was not ours and the professor said we got the loudest applause of any other scene. she had no notes for me other than that she thought that the final moment was "very touching" and "quite lovely," but isn't it always when a cheating wife hugs her husband in front  of her lover/his best friend after declaring she is pregnant with the lover's child? so no notes i guess is good, but slightly disappointing. i like feedback). just before placing the final in the envelope with the other materials the professor requested, i looked over the pages a last time, and i think that i put "all" in the wrong case (genitive singular) in the Modern English to Old English translation section but didn't have my text to check so i slid it into the envelope and handed it away. i am most dubious of those two lines. mostly the first. but we shall see.

friday night i fell hard, but i made my way up with some assistance.
even so, i am glad tuesday's so near and that i can go home and make my way to the water.
in the mean time, i have much reading ahead of me, and thematic content to review, so i shall go.

Happy St. Patrick's Day.


 
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Friday, February 1st, 2008

Subject:tenth avenue freeze out
Time:5:19 pm.

brilliant.
 the beatles are going to be transmitted across the universe by NASA.

p.s. Anton Chekhov died in 1904.
 
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Wednesday, January 30th, 2008

Subject:do you say shrunk?
Time:11:48 pm.
Music:"Red Rain" - Peter Gabriel.
 so I sort of stripped onstage in front of my entire theatre class and professor this morning. talk about crazy. pictures to come (i hasten to add, PSYCH!  ...about the pictures anyway).
my professor called me a reluctant prostitute (intended as a compliment, i assure you).
also, I am picking up Old English quite quickly, I do believe, cases and all.
today we discussed adjectives and verbs. my utter delight in the process made me realize what an absolute nerd i truly am. oh, dear.
and the thrill that comes with recognizing similarities to certain aspects of Spanish or what little bits I know of other languages? well, there are hardly words (of the 400,000-650,000 I have to choose from, it surprises me as well). And please, don't get me started on etymological progression and the inspiring awe that succeeds the realization that two infinitives like "to bless" and "to bleed" are both children of "blood," merely fathered by different suffixes leading to variations in i-mutation.
in fact, I am totally sure I am deliriously unsure of which struck me as more exhilarating this day- taking off my pants in front of people I barely know or learning that the term "nickname" is derived from the Middle English phrase "an eek/eke name" (in Old English "an eac nama"). 
oh lovely lovely things.

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Wednesday, December 12th, 2007

Subject:crisis of faith or life vs. art; it will be one of the two, i'm sure (i hope)
Time:6:37 pm.
Music:"(Don't Go Back to) Rockville" - R.E.M..
 Alfred, Lord Tennyson - Lady of Shalott, Ulysses, The Lotos-Eaters
Edward Fitzgerald - The Rubaiyat of Omar Khayyam
Elizabeth Barrett Browning - Sonnets 22, 32, 43
Robert Browning - Soliloquy of the Spanish Cloister, My Last Duchess, Fra Lippo Lippi, Caliban Upon Setebos, A Bishop Orders His Tomb at St. Praxed's Church
Thomas Carlyle - Sartor Resartus
John Henry Cardinal Newman - Idea of the University
John Ruskin - The Stones of Venice
John Stuart Mill - The Subjection of Women
Matthew Arnold - Dover Beach, The Scholar Gypsy, Culture and Anarchy, Sweetness and Light
Thomas Henry Huxley - Agnosticism and Christianity
Arthur Hugh Clough - The Latest Decalogue
Christina Rossetti - The Goblin Market, In an Artist's Studio
Dante Rossetti - The Blessed Damozel
Gerard Manley Hopkins - God's Grandeur, 'No Worst, There is None,' The Windhover, Spring and Fall: To a Young Child, 'Thou Art Indeed Just, Lord'
Oscar Wilde - The Importance of Being Earnest
William Butler Yeats - 'Easter, 1916,' The Second Coming, Leda and the Swan, A Prayer for My Daughter, Sailing to Byzantium, In Memory of Major Robert Gregory, An Irish Airman Foresees His Death
Wystan Hugh Auden - In Memory of W.B. Yeats
James Joyce - Araby, "Proteus" (from Ulysses)
Rupert Brooke - Soldier
Siegfried Sassoon - They
Wilfred Owen - Dulce et Decorum Est
Virginia Woolf - Mrs. Dalloway
Joseph Conrad - Heart of Darkness
Thomas Stearns Eliot - The Waste Land, The Hollow Men
Samuel Beckett - Waiting for Godot
George Orwell - Shooting an Elephant, Politics and the English Language
Tom Stoppard - Arcadia
Dylan Thomas - The Force That Through the Green Fuse Drives the Flower, Do Not Go Gentle into that Goodnight
Philip Larkin - Church Going
Ted Hughes - Theology, Crow's Last Stand
Seamus Heaney - Digging
Ian McEwan - Saturday

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Saturday, December 8th, 2007

Subject:the taking of tea, toast tossed (i'll laugh when the jam smears the wall)
Time:2:37 am.

i really want to see Wicked. i don't know why i didn't want to see it before, but now i really do.
some girl in my theatre class just got cast in The Lovely Bones with Susan Sarandon and Marky Mark. Peter Jackson's directing. she plays the lead girl's best friend in heaven or something.
i'm tired of school for now. i wish finals were over. i wish i knew what i was doing.
we may be children of the Romantic revolution, but i'm feeling very post-modern tonight. i expect any second some monster will come stomping through my door ready to eat me limb by limb- maybe that beast slouching towards Bethlehem. and i'll laugh all the while, thinking, "well, it was fun while it lasted. or interesting, at least," inclining toward an existence of fuzz, white noise humming through the universe, nothingness through ubiquity (that is, all and nothing). and never spinning out into despair. that would be too bleak, too modern. i like meaninglessness with substance (if only some minor consolation), thank you. at least tonight.
a long weekend of reading and studying and writing to follow. 
we dismembered byron last quarter picking through his poems and Darkness. a few days ago, we remembered byron in Darkness and his words and through a post-modernist lens (very wide and distorted with a remarkably noisy result). i don't think he looks quite the same. i wonder what he'll look like in thirty years.

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Wednesday, November 21st, 2007

Subject:this late age of the world's experience...
Time:12:15 am.
Mood: restless.
Music:"Shadowplay" - Joy Division.
 Robert Zemeckis ruined Beowulf. Bob the Butcher. Actually, how much he actually had to do with it, I don't know, but he directed so I'm blaming him.
in other things, people suck. and there's really nothing more to say (except that i am once more writing about Mrs. Dalloway. it's really lunacy).
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Monday, May 21st, 2007

Subject:we murder to dissect
Time:1:46 am.
Music:"Sun Arise" - Rolf Harris.
i'm all ajitter and ready for kinkajou stew (without the kinkajou. or the stew). but really, i'm buzzing on the level of the particular, energy spilling about me. i can't control my fingers, i can't control my brain.
(i just hope it all pans out).

the week's not begun, but i can't wait for the weekend. home and muddy boots and ruby tuesday and other things of that sort. yet no dread for the week to come, merely hope that it won't lag. i'm glad to be at the Romantics. they do inspire me.
 

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Saturday, May 5th, 2007

Time:5:03 pm.
Music:TMNT movie on t.v..
i'm trying to build a new sun. i really need energy.
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Wednesday, April 4th, 2007

Subject:nothing will stand in your way
Time:7:42 pm.
Music:"Heaven" - The Rolling Stones.
Keith Richards didn't really snort his dad.
and Ursa Major's still a mess on my wall. 
my word.
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Thursday, March 15th, 2007

Subject:go eat a tree
Time:6:43 am.
Music:"Stand By Me" - Ben E. King.
Oh, good, a full three and a half hours to sleep. And here I thought I wouldn't get any sleep at all.
I love writing papers. I wish that's all I ever had to do, every waking hour, listening to the delightful click of my fingers briskly tapping the buttons, writing about things I don't really care about. That would be fantastic. Ahh, but a dream, I know, still, so close I can almost brush my fingers across its gnarled and wiry form. Life would be a dream.
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Subject:You'll never walk alone
Time:1:46 am.
Mood: amused.
Music:"To Cut a Long Story Short" - Spandau Ballet.
I must say, Carousel has to have the greatest plot of any musical ever conceived. Bad man slaps wife, dies. Dead man shows up to his daughter's graduation 18 years later, slaps daughter, finds redemption in singing a lovesong duet with his wife, and everybody's happy. The end. Moral of the story? There is hope for all. (In all fairness, Dead man slapped daughter because she refused the star he stole from Heaven to give to her as a graduation present. I would have slapped her, too, with or without the refusal- just for good measure. And, to keep things level, daughter didn't know Dead man was Daddy, so she probably thought he was offering her drugs or used kleenex).
Brigadoon is next on the list for best story, but I'll save that for another day. I have an essay to finish and a final to study for and a workshop to attend at 11. Me oh my oh.

p.s. a very amusing bit of related trivia: the song "You'll Never Walk Alone," sung once after the death of Bad man (who becomes Dead man) and reprised in the final graduation scene (you know, where Dead man slaps daughter), is also customarily sung at British football matches (that would be soccer), especially by Liverpool and Celtic fans.
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Wednesday, March 14th, 2007

Subject:Lasciate ogne speranza, voi ch'intrate
Time:8:19 pm.
Music:"Close to Me" - The Cure.
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Happy Pi Day, everyone. in honor of this glorious day, i give you the last ten-thousand digits of the first string of Pi to 1,000,000 digits.
Celebrate to-day, but beware the Ides of March.
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Monday, March 12th, 2007

Subject:it feels like L.A. today
Time:1:40 pm.
Music:"Shiny Happy People" - R.E.M..
i smell the earth baking through my window. it excites me, the heat of the day.
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Saturday, February 24th, 2007

Subject:we present a special presentation
Time:3:36 am.
Music:"If Not For You" - Bob Dylan.

i do love clovers.
oh, what silliness.
you will see such pretty things

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